So Frail

While the reflection of past scars
Still faintly shines, still weakly whines,
A new flame dawns, calm and pale
Surrounded by a white glow, but so frail

It enlightened my deafened scream,
Where hatred was reigning supreme,
Thus switching ways, inverting nights and days
And breaking the walls of my rational maze

Of my past, there remained only a heavy ruin,
Finally allowing my cold self to breath in
Of my plans of a slow succumbing,
Silent smokes were now escaping, from their ashes dying

Down below, deep under my skin
A cold hole, not meant to be filled in
A secret place, where no light had ever made it's way
And where each color would have turned to grey

Of my past, there remained only a heavy ruin,
Finally allowing my cold self to breath in
Of my plans of a slow succumbing,
Silent smokes were now escaping, from their ashes dying

Right next to that cavity, a dead battering in a lonely grave
Carrying life as a moribund soul for continuity would crave

But it's slow pulse one day you troubled
As it's shameful cadence you entered

I am the monstrous soul,
The one that never drifts but always crawls
Lend me your wings so we can fly
And reach the welkin high

Of my past, there remained only a heavy ruin,
Finally allowing my cold self to breath in
Of my plans of a slow succumbing,
Silent smokes were now escaping, from their ashes dying