Perfect Life

perfect life,
The kind you dream of,
Waits for me,
And yet, and yet?
I can't shut out
The sense of dread,
This haunting doubt.

I found a man who truly loves me,
I love him,
And yet, and yet?
On this bright day,
A shadow falls
Across my way.

I should hate myself for these irrational ideas,
I should pull myself together,
Cast away my fears.
Part of me is saying,
I'll soon be where I belong.
Part of me is saying,
Something's wrong.

A perfect life,
The kind you dream of,
Waits for me,
And yet, and yet?
I fear I might
Be sailing into
Endless night.

Part of me is saying I'll soon be where I belong.
Part of me is saying, something's wrong.

A perfect life,
The kind you dream of,,
Waits for me,
And yet, and yet?
I fear I might
Be sailing into
Endless night.

We'll soon have a perfect life.
And yet, and yet, and yet?