Абсолютное "нет"

but does this mean that in every moment of my life, I see myself as an accomplished fact
What still live only by the fact that I examine the past
What I have a past with hope for future developments
Future of having the opportunity to observe how burns invisible thread of my life
Leaving behind the ashes of memories
Ash, who is dead I

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Again aimlessly trying to think
Mentally I stumble toward God, the Devil
Which, mixing, I is the archetype of the Holocaust, War
Neviohimicheskoy astral reaction, in which nothing shall escape
No earth, no sun, no universe
Neither space nor time, nor the subspace
No parallennye nor expected, nor even expected worlds

The absolute emptiness.
There is not even a vacuum, and the vacuum otsustvie
No, not even places without voids
That is - absolutely not