The Martyr

I see you in bed again
So worthy of being hated
You're dreaming all this time
You've torn out my heart againSo easy to be misleaded
For thinking this was right
We've done this many times
No more, fuck off, take it, there is no GodWe would've engaged by now
There is no God, only meIn serving out your life you will see light
You see the martyr and it's harder
So you fallout into graceNo room for the tears again
You suffer, you've been mistreated
In my eyes you're a creature
You're tasting the limes againMisery will follow
Too late for feeling sorryIn serving out your life you will see light
You see the martyr and it's harder
So you fallout into graceI've got one simple question
How many times will this cloud fall?
Until there's no reasonFollow me out
You try to swallowIn serving out your life you will see light
You see the martyr and it's harder
So you fallout into graceIt's your Christ again
Is your Christ a friend?
Follow no moreThere is no reasoning behind this
All the suffering keeps me stumbling
There is no reason behind this
For all this pain that's still aroundPain that's still around
There is no God, only me