Brownish Spider

Everything I thought I'd learned
The ambition and delusion turned
To drawings on a loose leaf sheet
Of figs and fruits I couldn't eatWhat in her do I require?
The face of gratified desires
And what in me does she require?
The face of gratified desireBrownish spider, brownish leaf
Brownish spider, brownish leaf
Brownish spider, brownish leaf
Confirms my deepest held beliefNo more spider, no more leaf
No more spider, no more leaf
No more spider, no more leaf
No more me, no more belief