If You Could Save Yourself

On a free ride home from the embassy
I saw the governor and his lover holding hands
When I got to my place, I emptied my suitcase
And opened the windows wideIf you could save yourself, you'd save us all
Is that what you called me for
Is that why you're knocking on my door?
The time I've spent working myself to deathThought that's what you wanted, I thought you needed my help
To make it good again, to make us strong
To make you happy, to push you along
And gain some respect, to be thrown a crumb
I was on my knees when you knocked me downThe wheels fell off, the bottom dropped out
The checks all bounced, I came in your mouth
Your mother came calling but there was no one aroundThe trash caught fire when the leaves turned brown
The vultures were circling when the circus left town
I left you a note but I wrote it in disappearing inkIf you could save yourself, you'd save us all
Is that what you called me for
Is that why you're knocking on my door?
The time I've spent working myself to deathThought that's what you wanted, I thought you needed my help
To make it good again, to make us strong
To make you happy, to push you along
And gain some respect, to be thrown a crumb
I was on my knees when you knocked me down