Denied

I'm trying, denying 
why won't you ever talk to me 
I know it, can't show it 
I guess it's kind of hard to see 
I'm learning, confirming 
the lies a thousand times before 
I know it, can't blow it 
not long before you shut the door 
I'm trying, denying 
I guess it's never supposed to be 
it's coming down now 
it's coming down because of me 
when I look into your eyes 
you know you've got me hypnotized 
all I want is to hold on 
I know all these problems just begin 
it seems as if they'll never end 
all I want is to hold on to you 
want to lay back and close my eyes 
dream of things I could not find 
just lay back and close my eyes 
I'm trying, denying 
I guess it's never supposed to be (just lay back and close my eyes) 
it's coming down now (just lay back and close my eyes) 
it's coming down because of me