What If I

I've heard it all before
Could hear it all a thousand times more
Playing with me all the timeAnd no one feels the same
And sanity is all a game
Locked up deep inside my mindHey die, you want an alibi
Hey quit, you want to get a fix
Hey try, you'll never make it tonightFeel it deep inside all of the illusions for myself
What if I try to make to make amends for someone else?
What if I try to change the way I'm feeling deep inside?
What if I died filled with sorrow wanting another try?No one can face the truth
Was there nothing more that you could do
What would you do different next time?Keep turning from the past
The future's coming much too fast
Or is it all in my mind?Hey die, you want an alibi
Hey quit, you want to get a fix
Hey try, you'll never make it tonightFeel it deep inside all of the illusions for myself
What if I try to make amends for someone else?
What if I try to change the way I'm feeling deep inside?
What if I died filled with sorrow wanting another try?Wanting another try, wanting another try
Wanting another tryHey die you want an alibi
Hey quit you want to get a fix
Hey try you'll never make it tonightWanting another try, hey die
Wanting another try, hey quit
Wanting another try, hey try
Wanting another try to get it right