Broken Heart

I'll start this broken heart
I'll fix it up so it will work again
Better than beforeThen I'll star in a mystery
A tragic tale of all that's yet to come
With fingers crossed, there will be loveBut I get carried away with every day
And every fantasy
The deeper the wound, the harder I swoon
And wish that that was meSo much to say but no words to convey
The loneliness building with each passing day
But I'm getting used to it, you have to get used to itI'll devise the best disguise
A brand new look and take them by surprise
They'll never guess whats not insideI'll express myself with ease
With confidence and character complete
With fingers crossed they'll talk to meBut I get carried away with every page
In every magazine
The cheaper the thrill, the deeper I fill
My head with blasphemySo much to say but no words to convey
The loneliness building with each passing day
But I'm getting used to it, you have to get used to itI'll destroy this useless heart
I'll fuck it up so it'll never beat again
Not just for me but for anyoneBut I get carried away with every phrase
And made up malady
The longer I hide behind these lies
The more I disintegrateSo much to say but no words to convey
The loneliness building with each passing day
Never get used to it, you just have to live with it