Condenser

felt the best that i could feel censored every memory 
give me yours so I can feed mine 
anywhere but far away can't be what you meant to say 
I won't miss you in the meantime 

all jokes aside you should decide 
if it pleases or pains you 
you should be allowed but you were beat out 
so nothing can save you 

closing up into the end try to start it up again 
a lower voice and tired heart beats 
take away the self esteem force it through to get relief 
taking everything that I need 

spirits all keep coming down 
come around with answers 
i'll cut my teeth in slivers 
you're up and gone and senseless 
broken open your abscess 

is it all or is it none 
i cant decide 
closing all the one way doors 
till i am left outside 
that's just what i see 
that's what i came to see 
now you shut me out 
i feel left out