Live for the fear

Born without dying empty
Walk alone for a lifetime denied
Spark of life forever missing
A fear so vast it grows insideSoul bleeding never healing
At the end of the day my spirit leavingOf all I own handful of a
Solid void what's left to give
Can't get rid of all this guilt
Blame myself for as long as I liveShadow of the former me
Reach for surface, can't break freeBlind, cold, desire
From dreamfield to death
Wasted life for living
Suicidals see no reason for another breathStill forsaken, hope all taken
Keep on feeding the nightmares within
I see it clear still so tragic
Against frustration no one winsSinking deep into depression
Suffering the weight of confessionUpon the loss of a better fate
Laid out before me all pure hateBlind, cold, bitter
From dreamfield to death
Wasted life for living
Suicidals see no reason